apparently the universe conspired to give me an insurmountable amount of work to do that currently I'm paralyzed with the thought of which to do first. So yah my projects have been put on hold because of that and are also beginning to pile up in my head. Several of my responsibilities are being piled up that I can't seem to remember all of them until someone makes me remember it or I come across it randomly. My mind is currently a hurricane of random thoughts, school work, 'extra' school work, random input, other worldly observations, general ideas, random concepts, environmental observations, interests, improvement of skills on several areas, sudden inspirations, internal conflict and other thoughts I prefer not to mention given that some of my watchers (school mates/ knows me in real life) may taunt me for it and if you were able to read, understand and comprehend all of that I would applaud you If my mind wasn't so occupied with the workload I have and all the other things going on in my head.

So basically I'm swamped with work and my current mentality isn't really helping in finishing them and I won't be able to submit a lot of deviations for a while but hopefully I'd find the time SOON. Some of the linearts were actually ready for a few months now and I've already finished editing some of my other works but I do feel that submitting them now would be a waste when I can't commit to them the way I want to. It would be like submitting something just for the sake of submitting it, which doesn't really make sense for me. Aside from that however a few ideas have already popped into my head but I can't find time to do it. Unfortunately some of them may have already left my head since I can't really remember them, such a waste of good ideas. I'm writing down some of my ideas but I don't exactly have a notebook with me at all times.

I'm not the type of person to voice these kind of things out so yah I compensate it with my writings and works so for those of you that are currently bleeding or confused with my excessive use of the English language and the formality of my writing I apologize, this is how I normally write when it comes to the contents of the inner mechanisms of my mind and this is how I usually think when it concerns the environment (superficial, deep, tangible or intangible) around me....and that's about it